"This is just so surreal, this moment of us laying on this hill, at this concert, together."
But I have to say goodbye again. And it sucks.
A bunny that’s been locked in his cage for days getting set free and hopping around the room.
Seeing an old friend you havent seen in years and it’s like no time has passed.
An open field filled with daisies and sunflowers.
Crawling into bed on a Friday after a long week of no sleep and long work hours with no work the next day.
A stranger’s smile.
Old and new love letters.
The smell of your favorite food for dinner.
I didn’t mean to change and leave. It just didn’t feel right anymore. I wish it did. But it doesn’t.
And that was single handedly the hardest thing I ever had to do. I never thought I could feel so horrible and sad for what I’ve done. And in a way I know I’ll regret letting you go. But I also know that it needed to happen to let you and I grow as people. I’ll think of you everyday and wonder how you’re doing, and hoping that you’ll be happy without me one day.
You changed me. Your love changed me. And it was the greatest love. I’m sorry I had to ruin it. I hope you’ll forgive me one day.
With all my heart,